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I'm back on a new server. Thanks to Essie for hosting me!

Sadly, I'm still stuck on this story but I'll be working on it. During this period, I'll be writing
my other writings and so head on over to the main site at Angelic Dreamers if you like.

- Kimberley | @ | 7:17 PM 06/22/2003

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Chapter 22 is up (a giant hug to Caiya for being the second beta-reader!)! Run!

The picture gallery have been taken down and will be moved to my KeviNick fan site soon @ [Kaostic Train]. 2 new banners added and my AIM SN is SilentSuperStar if you wanna talk to me.

By the way (i never knew this would ever happen), some cool people have nominated this story to be one of the nominees at BSBHeaven.net's SotM. So, vote for it? Click on the graphic below or go HERE [directly to the voting page]!

voting ends: 28th february 2002

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11th of September marks a very sad day for the Americans. I'm personally very upset by the incident and my prayers goes out to everyone of you out there in America.

I should have had this update on my birthday (13th of September) but because of that tiny part which I've written, I'm gonna post it earlier. Pentagon. Oh lord. And to think I wrote that part weeks ago and now... :(

Please note that this chapter might not end there 'cause I might do some changes. Also, this chapter is inspired by Caiya's poem for this story. Go read her poem.

I'm still in an extreme hysterical state (still unable to contact a few friends) and please forgive me if I make no sense of what I'm talking here.

Everyone, PLEASE be safe and sound!

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FBOFW had a new host! Whoopi! Thanks to the wonderful Crys for hosting it! :)

I had recieved a feedback on fanfiction.net from a reader who doesn't like Kevin with the kids. That's something new to me. lol. Alrighty, updates coming this week. ;)

Oh, and if there's any broken links and all that jazz, let me know.

- Kimberley | @ | 2:25 PM 09/05/2001

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What's *finally* updated?: Added a prologue and chapter 20, reader's favorite quotes (remember to add yours), links, thank yous, and a special section. Also fixed the link to the pictures page.

Thanks to Ester for beta-reading. :D

Okay, I'm in the middle of revising the whole story again (so far over 85 pages in Words if you care to know). Please, if you spotted any errors, let me know. You know how annoying those small mistakes can be. BTW, I'll send Kev+Nick your way if you did so. ;)

All wonderful readers who have been coming back almost everyday for updates, I suggest joining the mailing list for updates to avoid disappoinments. School had started and it's really hard to have updates when I don't even have the time to write. :( Screw school!

Lastly, thoughts, prayers, best wishes and everything positive goes to AJ. You stay strong and get back in gear soon, honey.

- Kimberley | @ | 2:57 AM 08/13/2001

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No. This is not an update.

Just wanna let you guys know that I'm off to my class chalet today and when I'm back, I'll be busy with moving house and stuff. Internet connection will be gone too.

So, around 15th - 20th, I'll be back with updates. However, I have a new story up. Not a homosexual one. Read it if you like.

Talk to all of you soon!
- Kimberley | @ | 5:33 AM 06/06/2001

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I know you guys feel like giving up on me already... Chapter 19 is here.

Ester didn't send me an edited version so I assume that this chapter is readable. Any complains about horrible grammar, feedbacks, threat mails to remind me to get the next chapter out fast is more than welcome.

Does anyone knows of any Kev+Nick stories (esp. the ones in Nifty)? I have a couple as for now, The Grace Series, M. F. 's site, Midsummer Night's Kiss (on Nifty), The Perfect Couple (on Nifty)... I am making a links page and so any links send to me will be appreciated.

To the people who used to email me using kevinlovesnick@backstreetgirls.org, please (please, please) remember to change it to kaostictrain@yahoo.com Why do I have a feeling that I am missing out on a lot of emails lately?

Questions:
- Did any of you expect them to tell Brian about Kevin and Nick?
- Do you think that Mandy's appearance again will stir up anything (now or in
the near future)?
- Do you believe that Mandy will be the one who is going to ruin everything?

Well, just remember that things are not 'what you see is what you get'. (Ester, i told you already.) If things are going to happen the way that you are thinking right now, then I wouldn't be writing this story. There might be surprises (maybe not in this first book but in the sequel...) which will might make you curse at me... I don't know... LOL.

Okay, I just feel like rambling a bit...
- Kimberley | @ | 11:35 PM 05/06/2001

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Chapter 18 is up!

To Athenea: Hey girl! You didn't leave your email address in the gbook and so I can't contact you personally. Thank you for the lovely comment. Anyways, to answer your question... I am not sure how long this story will be but there will be a sequel. A trilogy might be possible, it all depends on how my brain (i almost type Brian! duh! lol!) is gonna twist the plot. :)

To everyone: I assume that all of you are wondering when the hell is Brian gonna find out about Kev+Nick's relationship... I am going to give a little away here... Soon. LOL! Just pray that I can get the next chapter/s out before I move (yah, i am moving soon for those who still don't know but we have some problem down here though... hmm.).

I have also move the Kev+Nick pictures from my Spanish-eyes.org site over here.
- Kimberley | @ | 11:35 PM 05/06/2001

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Added Chapter 17 plus a wallpaper. :)

If you guys are interested in seeing the captures and stuff from the Backstreet Boys Secret Diary, go to [Angelic.Dreamers] and go under the M&F [Multimedia & Fun] section. I spent loads of time to do them. :)
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 12:33 AM 04/23/2001

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Thanks to those who have email me, offering advices and expressing your love for FBOFW. It is greatly appreciated that you take the time and effort. I'll reply to each and every email for sure.

I am not sure if this is going to sound stupid to all of you, but I am depress because of this story. Let me explain.

Before I took down the whole story on that day, I saw something which is 'so beautiful that it hurts'. Maybe someday, I'll let you know what it is.

Maybe because I am the only one who knows the whole plot to FBOFW, it kind of drains me out mentally. Especially the sequel, where the whole drama is going to pick up.

I am not aware of my feelings for this story. I am not aware that I had put too much of my emotions into it. And I am not aware that it only take one simple thing to break me down. Until that day.

I am not going to ramble on anymore. I just thought that you guys should have an idea on what is going on in my head.

Added Chapter 16 (thanks to my sis, Ester for beta-reading!!) and so ((smile)). :) I actually did not change much on the previous chapters. So you really doesn't need to go and read the whole thing again.
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 6:15 PM 04/06/2001

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Whoo Hoo! Ester beta-read chapter 15 for me! Thanks, Sis! *MUAH*

It is a little revised but you might not discover the changes. Later!
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 12:11 AM 03/21/2001

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Added Chapter 15. Ester is supposed to beta-read this chapter for me but I have no idea where she is.

This chapter is crappy, I tell you. But anyways, I hope the next chapter will be better and you don't have to wait too long for the next chapter. :)
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 11:47 AM 03/20/2001

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Added chapter 14. I am really sorry that this chapter has to come out so slow. I have some personal issues to take care of and the next few chapters might come out really slow. I hope people are still reading and I promised you (once again) that I will finish writing this story and will not abandon it.

People says that patience is a virtue and so please bare with me.
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 10:15 PM 03/06/2001

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For Netscape users who can finally see this page and not the others, please be patient. I am basically an html idiot and the brain, David, is helping me to correct some of the problems.
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 8:56 PM 02/20/2001

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I -finally- updated to IE 5.5 browser. It's pretty cool (if you are using IE 5.5 now, you'll know what i'm talking about. look @ the scroll bar). I must thanks Ester for this or I'll probably never have this up. -hehe-

Added Chapter 13 and change the color of the words in the chapters (i am thinking that it's too bright and might cause discomfort to your eyes.). Anyways, I don't think I will be changing the layout. I am a little stressed out now and on the verge to close down [The Dreamers Guild]. And I think I still love using tables, so this layout will stay.

Feedbacks don't come in much too. Let me know what you think of chapter 13, okay? It's Brian's b-day too. Happy B-Day, Bri Bear! -hehe-
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 12:20 AM 02/20/2001

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Added 2 wallpapers! Also added a new section [Girl] cause I have no idea that so many people wanted to know about me. I used to have a personal site where you can just go and take a look and know about me. But the site hasn't been updated in the longest time. -sigh-

Just to let you know, I'll be changing the whole layout soon. Maybe to frames and all that stuff. So Netscape users might not be able to access it unless you have the latest version. But I'm going to have David to beta test the site cause he is using Netscape. :) And David, if you are reading this, mail me at KaosticTrain@yahoo.com

Even though some people are complaining about not being able to get on Napster, there are a whole lot of others who still can. Like me and Ester, for example. I went to Napster today and download some songs and finally found that song which I have been looking for so long. "Last Flight Out" by Plus One. I think I am going to add this song into one of the chapters. Or maybe I'll start a new story with it.

I love my Nappy and if it costs money to download songs from it, I'm going to hack into it. -can't you tell i'm joking?-
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 11:37 PM 02/14/2001

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Move the 'poem' splash under [Read Story]. Change the splash, header, and added Chapter 12! Thanks for the comments on the wallpapers! Glad that some of you like them. :) I'll be adding 2 or 3 more wallpapers to that section tomorrow.

And yes, I am fine and well. Thanks for the concern. I am just having writer's block (-ahem- Don't laugh, Ester! -hehe-) and also re-writing chapter 12 isn't a funny task. :P
- Kaostic Kimmie | @ | 12:34 AM 02/13/2001

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I am now appointing [I Want It That Way] the BSB Slash Archive as the *only* host of this story. If other sites are hosting this, please remove it from your site. You may now only link to this story by using the banners or just plain link. Thanks. =)
- Kimberley | @ | 10:30 PM 01/31/2001

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I'm back! Added chapter 11.

I am back from the trip for a few days already and I am still trying to get myself 'back' on the net and writing stories. So it will took a few days for chapter 12 to come out. I have to rewrite some stuff.

Also, many thanks for the feedbacks! =)
- Kimberley | @ | 10:26 PM 01/31/2001

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Added chapter 10 and updated soundtrack. I'll be out of town tomorrow and won't return till Sunday or next Monday. So chapter 11 will be posted on either Tuesday or Wednesday! And while I'm gone, please send some feedback, yah? Thank you.
- Kimberley | @ | 1:04 PM 01/25/2001

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Chapter 9 and 1 wallpaper added. Expect chapter 10 to be posted early tomorrow.
- Kimberley | @ | 6:27 PM 01/24/2001

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I'm in a good mood...*hehe* Powerz is the second person to comment on one of my stories that it might be made into a movie one day. =) It's a really cool thought and thanks Powerz! =P Chapter 8 added and thanks Powerz for it (cause when I'm in a super good mood=another chapter). *hehe* Soundtrack updated as well!

BTW, Powerz if you're reading this, I forgot to say that you made me wanna love and hate you at the same time with that 'first' comment you send me. *laughs* ::runs & hide::
- Kimberley | @ | 12:24 PM 01/20/2001

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Chapter 7 is up (a little short). As always, feedbacks and link me! [Gosh, why do I sound like a walking adver? Damn. lol] Also added my letter to the public, go read it!
- Kimberley | @ | 9:13 AM 01/20/2001

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Okay, I got one death threat from someone who says that I must continue this story or else. *LMAO* Added a new wallpaper section! And also chapter 6 cause it's really short and I might as well post it sooner. *hehe*
- Kimberley | @ | 3:05 PM 01/18/2001

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Like the new splash page? I wanted to release that poem a little later but I have no patience. Added Chapter 5 (don't shout at me...it's a cliff-hanger, people. *hehe*) and a new banner! Link me, yah? And thanks for the awesome feedback, people! Tangerine Speedo rules! *hehe*
- Kimberley | @ | 2:51 PM 01/17/2001

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Chapter 4 is added. Man, I really need feedbacks... *smiles*
- Kimberley | @ | 10:21 AM 01/13/2001

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Added Chapter 3! =)
- Kimberley | @ | 2:54 PM 01/10/2001

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If you wanna host my story, please email me at dreamersguild@yahoo.com and also, the chapters were re-written. Read them again if you read it before!
- Kimberley | @ | 3:44 PM 01/08/2001

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In case you are confused, this site is a sub-division of [The Dreamers Guild] and the gbook over here is shared with that site.
- Kimberley | @ | 3:36 PM 01/08/2001

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It's here! The 'official' site for this story. *hehe*
- Kimberley | @ | 2:57 PM 01/08/2001
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